thoughtsandsquats said: Just keep pushing and try to trust your coach. You’ll break through.

I do trust him, 100% 🙂

I feel like such an awful person for being envious of my partner, though. I have a real problem with feeling like I have no “right” to compete, because I’m so mediocre. 

I think being on Tumblr & seeing people making really amazing gains, doesn’t help!! :-/